How do you catch a Cloud and pin it down??

You can't as I have found out this weekend... Im pretty sure it was exactly a month ago that I got my car which I have managed to name the Cloud...

Any ways needless to say the CLOUD is now back up in the sky.... Yep he died 1/28/11....

The summary of the long adventure was that I had gone to California to see one of my VERY BEST FRIENDS graduate from Marine Boot Camp and we had taken my car... WE had made it safely to the hotel but when we went to move the car it didn't start... so after we figure out that problem we hung around the hotel and stuff... Went to his graduation yesterday ( friday) and all was fine until we went to go eat... The car just died... after failed attempts to fix it we took it to a mechanic and it turned out that something had broke off into the engine and had burnt up the pistons which damaged the block and might have bent something ( I cant remember) I was so stressed out and mad and 100000 different emotions to even think about what the people were telling me all I heard was 1500 to fix it and it might be a few days or a week to get it all fixed up... needless to say that wasn't an option and that the guy said that the focus wasn't a good car he told me to spell FORD backwards and it was Driver aRives On Foot... So sold it to some dude for a small chunk of change and now I have to figure out my next move... One thing I know for sure is that a car wont be in the picture for awhile :(

RIP THE CLOUD: 1/28/11

I just feel so knocked down and drug out... I have never felt this way in my whole life... Sure I have felt disappointment and felt what disappointment was like from my parents but this is like 10 times worse maybe even a million times worse....

Any who I am so ready to run out of this bad luck so that some good can come in...